It’s taken a while for me to post. But when I see you like that it kills me. I’m sitting here in the car on the way to Richmond and all I want is to see you smile. I hate seeing you miserable, it hurts. You have no idea how much I love you, you’re all I want. That won’t change. I will do everything in my power to ensure your happiness. Im so upset, I just want you to be happy. Hall with me, the relationship and you’re life. It means more to me than anything.

Everyone is insecure, some people more than others. You have to understand that you have nothing to be insecure about though. You are beautiful, and you have everything going for you. I can’t begin to explain how much you have going for you. You’re even smart with an amazing sense of humour. I really do treasure you.

I cant believe that you feel less superior to her, because you top her so comfortably. I know this is about convincing you that you are all that i say you are, and that’s fine. But all i can give you is my word, you’re perfect. Beyond perfect. You top anyone or anything, and you have to believe what i say. 

I guess that’s best and worst bit of it all. You’ll never know. If i did then everything would
be so much easier. Life’s a challenge, get used to it. Nothing good comes easy, if it did no one would want it. Cliche’s left right and centre I know.

1:26 am, wide awake. Mind running at a million miles an hour again, excellent. Just get to sleep dumbass.

There’s a difference you see?

Things will be different. I know it. 

Where are you?

It throws everyone off.